| *swallows pride* |
[Jul. 18th, 2009|03:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
Going to get help. Going to talk to a Counsler |
|
|
| re: school and work |
[Apr. 30th, 2009|11:43 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  free! | ] |
going to school getting close to be my second month in school. doing successfully! yay!
Work is great. got rid of an obstacle.
Learned how to play magic and Love it! it's sooo much fun! you guys have to learn! |
|
|
| okay got a nudge |
[Feb. 25th, 2009|07:23 pm] |
|
well life has been interesting. I just started to go to vet tech school. go me! |
|
|
| What happened last week |
[Mar. 7th, 2008|08:49 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  amused | ] |
Yes! I do exist. Oh my goodness I exist.
As always I have lived a blessed life and I keep feeling so blessed everyday. My job is great, my lizard is great, and my life is great. I'm keeping up with college. Still wanting to become a vet. and still wanting to succeed.
Amazingly beleive it or not peeps I've been going to the bar with my friends. Yes, I have been checking things out. There is a person that has berought to my curiousity. Just curiosity. you guys know how beyondly picky I am. Besides I cannot really think of relationships due to school. I really want to make the grades.
If I ever get the chance I love to karoke, and will sing the people out of bars with my amazingly awful voice.
And amazingly Ive been such a smartass but the saying always goes of that if you're not teased you're not loved. And I always stand next to that.
Well... um... I'm doing good in school. I am 100% not in a good mood with the counslers here. they are as bright as sawwood.
Friday a man invived me to go to this one club. little did I know that he did seriously had connections. Being a little uneasy I invited my friend over with me. We got in by the VIP list, and hung out. Being the desinated driver and trying to preven the embarrasment I went through on wensday I didn't drink (yes I got plastered, really really bad. To the point I was kicked out of the bar). Instead I allowed my friend to officially drink her heart away. She was hurting alot more than me. Even though there were many people waiting in line we got in first, then got a VIP bracelet where we hung out in the VIP room with 300 dollar bottle of burban. I was really shocked and honored to be there. Seeing everybody all hyper and happy, I really got hyped up and got involved. Sober as ever I talked to many of his friends, kept an eye on my friend (when she went out for a smoke we decided to go to the adult store next to us to see what kind of stuff they have, lol! shame on us!), and lastly danced the night away. yes amazingly I danced with a man showing him my lack of moods. It wasn't how good I was that mattered, instead it was the fun of it. My friend and I danced together with the guys, and we just had a blast. We had to leave because my poor friend had too much to drink, and I do really care for the people I consider family (friend/coworker).
I'll tell you something, my friend looked so beautiful, and so pretty that I was literally planning to get a bat and beat the men away from her. There was a time I was getting so irritated by the men that surrounded her that I told them to back away and that she's my girlfriend. (think they had a hard time beleiving me because I did kiss a man in front of them). But they did back away because of my overprotective and threatening stage. I hugged her and glared at them, as if telling them 'take a step and die'. Jackasses were trying to find an easy way to get into the club, but you sadly have to wait in line for the bouncers to allow you in, (very nice fancy club). The man that invited us went along with us, (yes the person I am curious about). Few times we had to stop because my friend was attracting men like flies on sugar, talk about a magnetic personality! She really made me laugh so hard, oh man if only I had a video camera!
Anyways once she got into the car she fell asleep in the back. I fastened at seatbelt on her. And the man was in the front seat. First he was complaining about my collection of empty diet pepsi bottles in the car (yes, I''m addicted to diet pepsi). Then threatens that he would never talk to me again if I ever plan to kidnap him or leave him behind. This really amused me, if any of you friends know you know I wouldn't even do that even if it was the person that was abusing me like what happened in the past (yes before I went off to Korea). I couldn't even think to kidnap him either. We stopped at the gas station, where I got a bottle of water for my friend and rested a little. After that the ride home. He offered to help pay for the gas but I told him not to do that. I really owe him alot for everything.
This man has earned alot of my respect, he watched over me on Wensday, and watched over my friend while I was driving away. After much conisderation, thought and the fact that I don't want to go home, nor do I know where my friend's sister lived. I decided it was safe to sleep over at his house. So we did, he carried my friend onto his futon in the living room. Wow, CLEAN HOUSE! VERY CLEAN HOUSE. We slept the night there and the next early morning left because we both had to work.
BTW how in the world does my father know I've been sleeping at his house!?! My father literally scares me.
Ever since I've been here I've been feeling so pretty. I really need to go shopping for some nice clothes, and jewelry.
Speaking of which I would like to have my necklace heart key back, you know who you are.
have questions comment. please do!
Whoot in Two weeks I get to go see my old good friend. Can't wait. I doubt he's going to show me around because he's busy but just to see him would be nice. Shame I won't get to see his girlfriend, she's such a nice WONDERFUL lady, I really love being around with her. I hope he keeps her. |
|
|
| long time peeps |
[Feb. 10th, 2008|06:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | amused | ] |
Sorry for the long time no post. I have been very busy with school and work.
My work life is still blessed. the doctor and everybody is still so satisfied with my problem solving at work. I'm glad, and it makes me feel special. Not to mention they ask me to find ways to talk to people. Some people are personally asking for me to be their nurse because of my nice standards.
Statistics is a blast for me. I'm still doing a lot of problem solving. and having a blast in it. XD Teacher is still satisfied how quick witted I am about it.
I'm managed to recover after watching the 19th person die. He looked at me last before he passed. His ex wife told me that I was really special to him, I didn't know how special I was until then. But before he passed I told him that I won't ever forget him, I told him that he was very important in my life and I will make some type of memorial for him when I open or if I open a clinic.
I think what I'm going to do is I'm going to work for an animal clinic. Or work in a lab. But on the spare time, or off hours I was thinking about doing a travel clinic called "The beginning to the end." it's going to be a van that'll travel up to your place and visit, but we only specialize in home deaths or at home C-sections or birth. So the client will have to pay the large sum after my check up then call me when it's 'time.' that way they don't have to pay for me, when they are all stressed out or excited. I do feel like the grim reaper now. After all I always want to stay with the people and know that they are not going to die alone. That way they know that I'll make sure that they go in peace.
That boss of mine was a very special man, he hired me when no one wanted to. he protected me, and taught me a lot of stuff. This man was like a 2nd dad.
God, I always pray for my Okie friend's dad. I worry so much about that man. I really love him so much. And I'm really tempted to go down there and see if there's anything I can do to help him. He's hurting. I know he is. If only I can take his pain away.
Okay I wnat to do this. Stole from No sleepie
Whether I know you very well or we hardly talk, you are on my friends list and I would LOVE to know more about you. So ramble, or be short and sweet, but dammit, fill it out!
1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
~ No... I don't wish to get into one until after I graduate and settle down.
2) What was your dream growing up?
~ Becoming a successful vet
3) What talent do you wish you had?
~ Understanding calculus
4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
~ Any type of sweet drink. But no real sugar. Fruit sugar is okay.
5) Favorite vegetable?
~ Cauliflower, or broccoli. Anything but carrots
6) What was the last book you read?
~ Herb health book
7) What zodiac sign are you?
~ Capricorn
8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
~ Three piercings on each ear. First when I was 9.
Second my sister did it by hand on the year I was graduating
Third in Korea.
I like to mark things as a sign for me.
9) Worst Habit?
~ Laziness. yes I'm a lazy butt
Forgetfulness, yes I do forget easily
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
~ Of course.
11) What is your favorite sport?
~ Anything that looks fun.
12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
~ Never. I learned that if you keep everything up in a positive attitude then
you'll have a good day. People don't know how blessed they really are. I try
to open people's eyes and show them their blessings.
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
~ Talk and possibly play games
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
~ Failing Calculus for the third time and finding out that I didn't need that
class after all. It's not required when you want to go to vet school
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
~ I ramble
16) Do you have any pets?
~ Yes. my baby lizard
17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
~ I'll invite you in and treat you as a guest
18) What was your first impression of me?
~ Depends on who you are
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
~ Scary, and something I don't wish to mess with
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
~ My mustache. I want to get rid of it. Even lazer therapy didn't fully work
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
~ Conscience
22) What color eyes do you have?
~ Brown
23) Ever been arrested?
~ Thankfully no. Heck I even haven't ever gotten a ticket. becuase I look so
dang innocent
24) Bottle or can soda?
~ More in the bottle
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
~ college funds
27) What's your favorite place to hang out?
~ On my bed, or at the Wagner's house. Those men are such gentlemen. and such
wonderful southern hospitality. They are really good people to teach me not
to be too many shy.
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
~ No, I believe in demons
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
~ Go to work. and see if anybody needs help. Or dog sit at this one lady's
house. Caesar Milan videos work.
30) Do you swear a lot?
~ Try not to. But that's when my coworkers know if I'm playing around with them
31) Biggest pet peeve?
~ wasting a syringe with a needle only to replace it with another needle.
I always argue with them telling them to take the extra step to get the dang
syringe without the needle and place the needle in.
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
~ Toosoft.
33) Do you believe in/appreciate romance?
~ Romance is good. But if I get a relationship Friendship is better.
35) Do you believe in God?
~ Yes, I've seen this man's miracles.
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
yes... of course |
|
|
| Sacrifice |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|11:15 pm] |
|
My sister did the nicest thing today. She said yes on Me and her sharing a room and allowing my parents to have their own bedroom. She doesn't know how much I appreciate her for that. We both are willing to sacrifice our rooms so my parents and my brother can have their own rooms. |
|
|
| Earthquake |
[Oct. 30th, 2007|08:58 pm] |
|
Wow... that was a long and scary earthquake. O.O |
|
|
| wow.. |
[Oct. 8th, 2007|09:32 pm] |
| Greed: | Very Low
| | | Gluttony: | Low
| | | Wrath: | Low
| | | Sloth: | Low
| | | Envy: | Very Low
| | | Lust: | Very Low
| | | Pride: | Medium
| |
Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz
I can beleive the lust part. I don't have the urge to want sex as normal people do. |
|
|
| Batman! |
[Sep. 26th, 2007|10:35 pm] |
Which Batman Villain Are You?
YOU ARE: MR. FREEZE! *Supervillain Name: Mr. Freeze *Real Name: Victor Fries *First Appearance: Batman #121 *Insane Twist: A control-freak who sees his freezing techniques as a way to control an unstable world. Went truly coocoo after his love Nora succumbed to a mystery illness. *Crowning Moment: His recent appearance in the "City of Crime" storyline had an utterly delusional Freeze keeping Batman one step away from finding a missing girl. Though Arnold Schwarzenegger did his best to destroy the image of Mr. Freeze, the coldest villain in the DCU Mr. Freeze remains a pretty cool villain. The best villains are those born of tragedy -- similar to the way Batman was born from horrific events. Freeze is cold-hearted, like his name states. He is forever trapped inside a suit that keeps his body temperature below freezing. And, for whatever reason, having a gun that freezes things makes Freeze come off as a cool Slushee gun-slinger.
Take this quiz!
Quizilla |
Join
| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
|
|
|
| re: please reply friends |
[Sep. 20th, 2007|10:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | amused | ] |
"You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Just copy and hit reply and paste in the comments section with answers. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! Then copy the meme and see if anyone answers you."
1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Fish?
5. Do you dream in colour?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. How about them hipsters?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like musicals?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat?
16. What are you wearing?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. What's your favorite day of the week?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? |
|
|
| Family birthdays |
[Sep. 16th, 2007|11:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  irritated | ] |
you know being around my family and dealing with their birthdays isn't all that great. Last night though, My baby (the lizard) was the full center of attention due to the fact that people were trying to feed him watermelon chunks (boy was he happy) he ate from the lady's hands, but refused to eat from the mens. I nagged onto a boy about picking him up and out of his cage. his mother told him to place him back. I'm very cautious when it comes to my pets. Only friends, family and experience handlers can pick him out. What surprised me was it was a bunch of korean people that were in love with him. Usually Korean women would freak out if I brought him out but this one lady was in love with him. She said that he was very handsome and friendly and that her kids should get his species next when the geckos die.
I gave her instructions about her geckos, like that sand was bad for them, genders, etc. Then I encouraged her to take her to the vet to get them down to a yearly checkup. She's debating I guess. But I think my lizard really appreciated the attention.
My family went out on a japanese restraunt, Food was good, show was good (found out our chef is Korean so I spoke to him a little in Korean). But my family's attitude wasn't. I get so fustrated of my sister at times.
i'm also fostering two kittens. This time Doctor named them, They are Xavior, and Logan. Guess where it was named after? |
|
|
| ugh! Clients |
[Aug. 28th, 2007|09:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
Have you ever noticed that Pet owners sometimes act like their dogs. Well it's true!
As the law the vet does have a right to refuse to see a Patient.
Well today I told this lady that we aren't going to give the dog the prescription card (rule is that the diets offered is petsmart store that we work in is our prescriptions. If we just randomly give prescription cards out to people because their doctor wrote a prescription to them to get it when without following our policy we could get into deep trouble or even worse if the patient died.) that our doctor can give. It's because we weren't able to do an exam. The dog was vicious and tried to bite the owner when I asked her to place a muzzle on her. I told her sorry, unless she place the muzzle on then we cannot examine her nor give her the prescription. I also offered her to purchase the prescription diets online. Furious the lady left. There was no way I wanted anyone to get hurt because of that dog. Personally if I was the owner of that dog I would've slapped then pinned the dog down until he/she noticed that I'm the dominate creature of the pack and I won't take crap from her. But I could tell by the dog's behavior that she thinks she's dominate, not to mention for dog's behavior like that. They need to be placed down. There's no need to keep a dog like that alive especially if she's liable to hurt people not to mention her own owner.
When I used to own Alden, he learned that he has to behave when I take him to the vet. If I'm not around I'm not surprised he acts horrible. But when I'm with him I'm expecting no crap out of him, and of course he'll behave.
Another client I gave a lot of respect to. Her dog tried to bite me so she told me to get a muzzle and muzzle him. Her daughter (about 10 years old) found offense to it, but calmly her mother told her that it's necessary and for everybody's protection. The mother calmly allowed use to do what was needed to the dog. When he daughter panicked about the dog crying and spazzing out when the bandage was getting removed (she though the doctor was stabbing the dog at the skin) the mother kicked her daughter and son out saying to stay up front and that they aren't allowed to come in nor peek into the window until he is done. She did it so it wouldn't cause the dog nor the vet to stress out. (the girl wasn't understanding that what we were doing was necessary). I held onto the dog (sure enough he started to spazz out) while the owner tried to calm him. Thanks to the Owner being a calm lady and understanding what was needed to be done we got the bandage out and get everything done in good order. The owner was a very understandable woman and I really respect her about that. She didn't spazz out because of the dog instead she knew his behavior and didn't want to make the situation work. instead wisely asked to do steps necessary to get it done and protect her, the dog and us.
Man some people make me want to tear their heads off. But other I really respect. you know if they are professional dog owners when they show the dog that they are the dominate ones and they don't wish to put up with such horrible behavior. |
|
|
| re: horse |
[Aug. 27th, 2007|08:56 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | amused | ] |
Life is going great. I finally got used to the new doctor I'm working with. Along with the horse I'm also caring for. I need to show you pictures of him! He's a cutie! |
|
|
| re: for all my okie friends |
[Aug. 21st, 2007|11:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | amused | ] |
1. Armadillos sleep in the middle of the road with all four feet in the air.
2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Oklahoma
3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in OK, plus a few no one has ever seen before.
4. Raccoons will test your melon crop, and let you know when they are ripe.
5. If it grows, it will stick you. If it crawls, it will bite you!
6. Nothing will kill a cedar tree.
7. There are valid reasons some people put razor wire around their house.
8. A tractor is NOT an all terrain vehicle. They do get stuck.
9. The wind blows at 90 mph from Oct 2 till June 25; then it stops totally until October 2.
10. Onced and twiced are words.
11. Coldbeer is one word.
12. People actually grow and eat okra.
13. Green grass DOES burn.
14. When you live in the country you don't have to buy a dog. City people drop them off at your front gate in the middle of the night.
15. The sound of coyotes howling at night only sounds good for the first few weeks.
16. When a buzzard sits on the fence and stares at you, it's time to see a doctor.
17. Fixin'-to is one word.
18. There ain't no such thing as "lunch". There is only breakfast, dinner and then there's supper.
19. "Sweetened ice tea" is appropriate for all meals, and you start drinking it when you are two.
20. "Backwards and forwards" means I know everything about you.
21. "Jeet?" is actually an inquiry into your dining habits.
22. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see.
23. You measure distance in minutes or hours.
24. You can switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.
25. Stores don't have bags. They have sacks.
26. You see cars with the engine running in the Wal-Mart parking lot with no one in them, no matter what time of the year.
27. All the festivals across the state are named after a fruit or a vegetable.
28. You install security lights on your house and garage, and leave both unlocked.
29. You carry jumper cables for your own car.
30. You know what "cow tipping" and "snipe hunting" are.
31. You only have five spices in your kitchen: Salt, Pepper, Ranch Dressing, Ketchup and Tabasco .
32. The local papers cover national and international news on one page, but require six pages to cover Friday night high school football.
33. The first day of deer season is a state holiday.
34. You know which leaves make good toilet paper.
35. You find 100 degrees a "tad" warm.
36. The four seasons are: Almost summer,summer, still summer and Christmas.
37. You know whether another Okie is from East, West, North, or South OK as soon as he opens his mouth.
38. Going to Wal-Mart is a favorite past-time known as "goin' Wal- Martin" or "off to Wally-world."
39. You describe the first cool snap (below 70 degrees) as good chili-eatin' weather.
40. A carbonated soft drink isn't a soda, cola, or pop....It's a Coke regardless of brand or flavor.
41. Okies understand these jokes. If you do too, forward them to your friends. If you don't, just come and stay awhile |
|
|
| jokes and stories! |
[Jul. 24th, 2007|09:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  giggly | ] |
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours
as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and
the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve
the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel
and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step
up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would
shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up. Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
Free your heart from hatred -
Forgive.
Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.
Live simply and appreciate what you have.
Give more.
Expect less
NOW ..........Enough of that crap . . . The donkey later came back, and bit the farmer who had tried to bury him. The gash from the bite got infected and the farmer eventually died in agony
from septic shock.
MORAL FROM TODAY'S LESSON:
When you do something wrong, and try to cover your ass, it always comes back to bite
you. You have two choices...smile and close this page, or pass this along to someone
else to spread the fun.
Old Timers Sex
The husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you."
"Yes," she says, "I remember it well."
OK," he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?"
"Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!"
A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks.
Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence.
The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man moves in. Then suddenly they erupt into the most furious sex that the policeman has ever seen. This goes on for about ten minutes while both are making loud noises and moaning and screaming. Finally, they both collapse, panting on the ground.
The policeman is amazed. He thinks he has learned something about life and old age that he didn't know.
After about half an hour of lying on the ground recovering, the old couple struggle to their feet and put their clothes back on.
The Policeman, is still watching and thinks to himself, this is truly amazing, I've got to ask them what their secret is. So, as the couple passes, he says to them," Excuse me, but that was something else. You must've had a fantastic sex life together. Is there some sort of secret to this?"
Shaking, the old man is barely able to reply, "Fifty years ago that wasn't an electric fence." |
|
|
| re: Harry potter |
[Jul. 21st, 2007|07:54 pm] |
|
YAY! I GOT THE BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to be a big bookworm about it. |
|
|
| Look what we did on 4th of july |
[Jul. 7th, 2007|12:49 am] |
look what my sis and I did on the 4th of July.
She's suppose to be dead. Her hair is made out of kelp. While her body is made from sand. It took my sister and I alot of work. But it was totally worth the people's reactions at the end.
 |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
nookta_morbid's journal
